What’s your most terrible memory?
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What’s your most terrible memory?
Things I am not allowed to think of again, to not get PTSD, and to not have trauma. It is an extreme abuse, none ever told they had been through such too. I know no one else that had been through that. I always wondered why the people that did that, and who was the cause of it. Was it done to them? By who? It could be a copycat/bandura kids thing even. It could be because all were forced to stay with care locally and with schools locally in the street, that more people abused each other a lot. There was no freedom. There was an extreme never ever told about or seen before or after.
I am DSM free, and it was something unexpected. So, I saw a study to do somewhere on this. To see if the brain has damage, after all. Despite the no DSM. It fits that study. But it is nothing that I got from it. It is typical my life went on, and I score high in all things I do and like and can. And have no stress of it.
The abuse of the locals is way smaller because such abuse they can not even think of, as dumb as they are. But they do damage every person they know and are the biggest abusers I have seen. And that dumbness they have is that they can't even puzzle such sentences out. They are extremists. That's the biggest abuser, biggest societal damage. The dumbest too and because they are a dark triad, it needs to be extremely tough on them to get them away and punished. There is a duty to bystand and catch them and punish them and now not tomorrow.
There is extreme abuse when you don't get what you want, so they can be PTSD for not ever able to get their dark wishes. Brain-damaged they look indeed. Etc there are many types of abuse, dark triad ways, and being extreme or a big threat.
Rape has many ways too. That situation I mean is not rape. I have been raped but that was not rape. Rape is a different abuse. Power seekers only doing that.
The thing is when once so extremely abused insane dutch get more insane and get more dark triad triggered like snakes to want to know it and play with it. So, they abuse many people I know because I know those insane at work. But they remain extremely dumb on understanding science and me and what that then has been. And know nothing of what protocols are with trauma s and with absolute rest.
I had an extremely good psychologist online on this, after I saw one a few times, me not having anything and then leaving it a guess if ever it might is damaged, but nothing shows. While that's old-style abusive dutch, not doing science with brain scans.
And wrong too. I am in trauma division APA and all science is everywhere on trauma.
That one good I had was perfect on absolute rest and that solved all. As in I had no DSM, put to rest the brain, as it also never had had a moment of processing yet, it was in that situation constant till that moment and needed rest, as most dutch would need 4 weeks per trauma any way and all dutch have lots. But this extreme abuse was not even processed. It was just lived, and my life continued. And there was no fear of falling back or so, cause I had no falls, it was more to worry how exploiters exploit me again and again, and the advice was to leave criminals again and again. And it was not anymore those from that extreme abuse. But all old dutch now abusing anyone. Criminals at work, exploiting anything. With even physical abuse, and making me incontinent. A horrific Friesian UWV doctor had abused my legs, and I have pelvic instability and severe. Etc. So, that was also nothing to compare with the big abuse, it was exhausting, dumb, idiotic, abusive, and sad a person, as they live with many criminals, also lots of work to work on. It was not smart to ever see them again, not because of the old abuses, but because such thing can become PTSD as they kept abusing and exploiting and even my home and the kids in school abused and saw these people abuse everywhere.
Trauma is not this dumb idea these locals where I live now are. No, it is nothing they ever can imagine. Trauma is simply too big for the mind, and traumatic.
I had with the extreme better never talk about to not cause trauma and PTSD, none processed. But to the extreme to think of. And there is no use to think of. It is something never happening again. Why would that? And traumatic is the dumb dark triad human trafficking taking the power of the self.
That is to avoid as none is allowed to live with those. Thus this entire region has a duty to move away. The other had to all calling to gov would have gotten the same advice. So, I saw who ranged and who not.
Now these locals the same. Leaving is only correct. So, we see clearly how criminal these locals are and the dutch cops psychologists are abusing every person pressing charges on criminals and then they try to interfere and traffic or exploit to earn on the people.
Saying the most insane things. Clearly not allowed to have a diploma nor seemed degreed.
Dumb to a good psychologist me. They were not equal, and hilarious I find their narcissistic style, that's why I say it. Cause they hear themselves only. I know their illness and crimes. And know what I mean. I literally have a better resume. And more understanding of trauma. And they knew nothing on the topics.
including these local judges, daily human trafficking. That's traumatic for everyone.
But the extreme I can't talk about, is good that way, not talked about. The one less talk is best. That's proven. But with absolute rest and the entire protocol around it even more. I had totally controlled both. I just would find it good to see my brains to one day on a scan, as I want to be MD/psychologist and do brain scans. And no not because I was abused, and now see me. That's so generation boom and x to think that way. No, I as millennial am studied, and I love MRI and fMRI and EEG, etc. Mindball is my fave game. I love brainwaves. I am a psychologist.
So there are none processed things. Which was extreme I never heard of before.
There was trauma s so many like so many people. And no PTSD.
And the need to always avoid criminals and leave. Even if you must a zillion times. There is a duty to yourself and your kids to live safely.
And the locals that are extreme abusers and criminals. And we all catch to get jailed.
And then the entire dutch scene of crimes with insanities among X boom and social work and govs. etc all their circles of people only. With many care fraud in our dumber dutch care. As that is such a low GPA of 0.67 and low literacy I am ashamed of this country. I don't want to ever live here. And is the dutch crime to keep me here, and to have trafficked my kids.
The no respect of them must be answered with the jail for them, and for each person, each kid, even a day, 18 years of jail, and all a sum. Lifetime away. So, we are free again and have no trauma s, and all processed and all fine. Just living.